Joey residing in socal is an active daughter, sister & daughter of God. She currently works for Wells Fargo Bank N.A. alongside dabbling in Real Estate. Was born on November 29, 1986. Blogging has been a past time for the past 4 years but although she gets busy she still tries to manage this old blog. Currently she is working towards saving to purchase her home. She enjoys music to the fullest along with hanging with friends, concerts, trips & days with the family.
Tuesday, August 04, 2009,
2:47 PM
it's so wrong.
i know i need to be hopeful. keep my faith & stuff but i NEED to hear from him. I need him to tell me that he misses me. that he loves me. that i should & can be hopeful. i'm so sad today...i was fine in the morning but then richard replied to my email just saying hey & stuff. then he was like oh hey it was nice to hear from you, say hey from time to time. & that broke my heart!
i don't know what to do. what to think. i'm definitely hitting the gym tonight! i need to get some stress off! i'm thinking of going to adrian's to drop off the presents i got for the kids. i wish he'd come with me to the gym. but i won't bother asking. he'd probably tell me no. but maybe i can see him...i just miss everything about him. i'm glad he doesn't feel what i feel. he's dealing with everything so well. those are guys for you. chill, relaxed & nothing phases them. wish i was a guy...i could not care.
